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It's so weird reading through my entries from the past, scrutinizing every detail and reliving every experience as if determined to sift out the "me" from the minutiae of daily life.

Like I'm still trying to find the "me" I can agree with, the "me" that fits my fantasy self, but faced with reality, totally unable to.

Oh well I'm a Four. Nothing much to be said about that. Unless I achieve enlightenment I guess I won't really be able to escape this self-fantasizing vortex. Not that it's not good to fantasize about my self-image. Provided I come up with steps to become what I want to be, that is.

I'm so tired, physically. And I don't know why, because I've been getting 8 hours of sleep everyday and I just don't see what I'm doing that's so strenuous it makes me feel as though I've just spent 3 days outfield. Think I'll just need to sleep a bit more. Or maybe my bed at home is just too comfortable that I can't get enough of it. =P